i think the thing that drives me nuts the most is that i had my second m/c in 2005 only a week or two after i started there - i spilled my guts about what was going on to my supervisor at the time in case it affected me - she is now one of the managers that is saying that they won't allow me to do what i need to do - she started off now and is being nothing but a prat now! she was so understanding at the time (or at least pretended to be) - but now....... arrrrrghhh!!!!!!!!!