i completely understand where you're coming from in regards to not feeling happy for your friend - i always feel a sinking feeling in my stomach when i hear of someone being pregnant - especially the ones that have an "unexpected" pregnancy announcement. i tend to just block them out. i'd hate for anything to happen to them in terms of suffering a loss or anything, but i feel closer to the people who've been through something similar to this iykwim? i don't think you're bad for wishing she isn't pg - we all feel a little envious at times - and i think you're probably just feeling that she might understand a little better what you're going through if she's not - maybe i'm wrong, but i know that's how i've felt about things before... and i'm sure if she rings up and confirms a pg, you'll feel happy for her - eventually....
Hope AF problems calm down for you - she can be a vindictive witch sometimes can't she! i always took clomid at night - minimised any potential for suffering side effects cos i slept through the hardest part of it, plus apparently a lot of hormonal regulation happens while you're sleeping....
hope you're feeling a little better and that clomid works it's charms for you this cycle.
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