hi willow - yes it's syranel - just got the go ahead to start on it - so IUI it is for us! not really sure how i'm feeling about the whole deal yet - i think i'm happy that it's finally moving in the right direction - but at the same time i'm petrified of the unknown! no matter how many other people have been through it, i haven't done it myself yet - and i'm a little freaked out by the whole thing. i guess up until today i still held this tiny thread of hope that maybe we'd get there on our own (with only a little help from the clomid) - now it's been confirmed that we need intervention and it's a pretty hard thing to accept. i am so in two minds at the moment - half of me thinks it's great cos we're on the right road - the other half is teetering on a mental breakdown. ah well, going for a massage tonight - maybe that will help tip me into a positive frame of mind! either that or i'll have a good cry later tonight when i finally get DH to myself - and by tomorrow morning i'll be good!
so, why is is the syranel "nasty stuff" - haven't really read too much on here about side effects
and how goes your treatment at the moment? are the injections still agreeing with you? very curious as i look to be starting them Feb 1 - yay! (i think!)
BG, I'm told it's because of the way synarel tastes... apparently it's pretty bad!
I've been doing so well for the last few days, but today it's all hit me... if my insulin levels weren't so disgustingly bad in the GTT, I'd have started IVF now! Forget thinking that it's nice to have time to prepare, I'm frustrated about being put in a holding pattern for 4 weeks doing something that's probably not going to help anyway! gah!
BW
Last edited by butterfly_warrior; January 17th, 2007 at 01:39 PM.
gah!
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