Hi to all,

Just dropping a note to let you know that i won't be around much anymore.:frown:

I have given this lots of long thought and have decided to end the ttc journey for me. I am a very spiritual planner and firmly believe that even with all the help i have had that this is not meant to be!The thing is that now i am ready to accept this. So no more opk's or temping or clomid or mucking around. It is actually a relief.

So i have booked for us to go to queensland for the school holidays in September and I'm buying a new car. And at least i can say now with 100% confidence that i will be able to provide my kids with private secondary school as well as their other hobbies,tutors,braces and whatever else may come our way.

I also don't want to risk the pnd again;tempting fate. Already had it twice.Imagine if it was physcosis next time. So i will be around the parenting and recipe forums but not in the ttc threads anymore.
I dearly want to thankyou all for you endearing support and concern and wish every single one of you a very happy and healthy pregnancy coming your way very soon. I am so very greatful for the incredible children that i have , it would be very selfish and reckless of me to jeopardize that.
So love to all
I will keep an eye on you all
Pauline