Sorry for lack personals yesterday...had a strange day to say the least! Hope you ladies are all keeping well
BG-hope you're feeling brighter and less stressed re the work situation-I totally agree with you in thinking a jobs a job at the moment. Good Luck with the cycle-one step closer to that BFP!!
BW- how are u holding out? Hope the next 4w don't drag too much. All we girls do is wait!!
Mako-I know where you're coming from! When we were in the waiting room simply aiting for USS just to see whether i'd any follies from the clomid I felt 'ill', sweaty palms, butterflies etc!! Both DH agreed it would be so hard if ever we did get a BFP to sit there waiting for the USS!! Sometimes it's hard to think happy thoughts when you've lost that innocence after going thru' miscarriage or LTTC. Hugs
As for me, still no sign AF. Now D27. Had 26d cycles without the clomid.Aarrggh.:frown:
Anyway, lots of talking again with DH last night. Still thinking along the same lines re needing to take things further, and if there's a chance of trying either IUI or IVF with my eggs, then we'll have a shot first. If not, then we will definately consider our 'friends' generous offer to donate eggs (she is 27, has had twin boys and a daughter naturally, and hubby just had vasectomy!!) It seems surreal, but I think it is simply needing a 'plan' and some control, something which we seem to have lost. I know many people wouldn't consider egg or sperm donor and will do anything to have a baby that's genetically both theirs-we thought that would be us. But it's strange-finding out about my high FSH and proabable diminished ovarian reserve and quality being something that can't be fixed, after the molar pregnancy and then scarring from the surgery, we want to take the path most likely to give us a 'bubs of our own' -whether it be genetically ours, donor egg or adoption, so we can 'get on with our lives again' and be a family IYKWIM??!
Sorry for waffling again! Of course this will all depend upon what FS says!!! The path is still long!!!:eek:
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