HI Jo - i know exactly what you mean about paranoia - i'm thinking the same kinds of thoughts - we will KNOW when the egg is released, the sperm WILL be put right where it needs to be - so if it doesn't take, is it something i've done wrong? i'm living my life to the letter of what the FS has told me - and yet i am so scared it won't take! i guess it's the sort of thing we're all gonna go through at different times. i guess i just want the next few weeks over and done with so that i know whether everything has worked or not (i'm so not a patient person)!
as for me - injections started last friday, have b.t this friday, and then probably u/s this weekend. everything should be said and done by the middle of next week (i hope so - por DH is dealing with the idea of abstinence for "the cause" - but with valentines day also being the anniversary of when we got together, it will feel wrong to say no!). we've been guaranteed that it will all be over and done with by the end of next week (woo hoo - wedding anniversary is safe!!)
have a week of leave this week - my employer has (finally) been nice to me and agreed to push up my leave to give me time to recover properly from my issues the past couple of weeks, which is really really good - only downside for me is that i now have a week of waiting to find out if my body is responding to the injections - and no work to distract me!
Hi ladies I thought I would just pop in and see how everyone is doing?
BW- Good luck with your FS appointment.
Mako- Honey I hope you are wrong about thinking that AF is on her way. Lets hope she doesn't show her face but if she does hang in there and good luck if you decide to start IUI.
Well as you can see by my ticker I am already up to 62 days (BW I know you can feel my pain). I keep praying that I may get AF to give me a sign that maybe something is happening in there but I know the chances of that happening are very slim. I am enjoying the break to some degree sometimes I feel really strong again but then there are times where my heart still breaks that I can't fall PG naturally. Even with a break there is no way that feeling will ever dissapear. Sorry ladies I didn't mean to be negative but I just needed to come back and speak to my BB girs after the way I have been feeling over the last two days.
I hope everyone else is doing really well and there are some BFP waiting in the wings.
Kate, I do know so how you feel - in every single aspect of that, not just the stupidly long cycles.
Sometimes I could sit and just cry knowing that there's no chance of us ever having a surprise pregnancy, knowing that we are going to have to go through hell to get each and every one of our children... it's so completely heartbreaking. Especially when I'm confronted by how unbelievably fertile the rest of my family is. Many, many coming your way, Kate.
My specialist appointment is scarily close right now. One more day at work - and then it's here!
Ktgirl - sorry your feeling so down, life really does suck sometimes & it just is so easy for many.
Fingers crossed you will get af soon.
BW - not long to go now for your appointment, I know what you mean about family being so fertile, makes everything seem even more unfair especially when they have no idea what you are going through.
BG - have a nice week off, I have a feeling your going to drive yourself nuts! lol
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