Good luck Deb sending you lots of vibes!! You go catch that egg girl!
Good luck testing tomorrow Smudge - keeping my fingers crossed for you!
Big hello to all my other girls. Hope everyone is doing well and surviving the month OK.
Well despite my bravado earlier in the week, I came crashing down into a big heap last night, crying myself to sleep (DH was at work luckily). Was talking to one of my girlfriends on the phone and her sister called in a panic so she had to hang up and call me back. Turns out her sister (also a friend of mine) is prg and was having some bleeding. She and I were prg together and our DDs are the same age. I am happy for her as it took her 12 months to conceive her DD so I am glad it has happened so quickly for them this time, I think this was their second month of trying. But still it hit me pretty hard - everyone is prg with their second babies and I am being left behind.
I don't even want to bother with the clomid this month (whoops, that reminds me, I have to start taking it tonight, I forgot!!) because the whole thing just seems so futile. But Dr S wants me to take it so that's what I'll do. Should o around xmas day and we'll be at my parents place up the coast for xmas so I don't even know how much bding will be done.
I just want it to be January so I can start IVF. At least then I wont have the odds stacked so high against me.
***ETA: Oh no, my girlfriend just called again. Things are not looking good for her sister and it looks like she may have lost her baby. We were both crying on the phone because we've both been thru it ourselves and know how painful it is. Girls, pls say a prayer that this little bubba makes it. :frown:
Last edited by Willow; December 12th, 2006 at 06:04 PM.
vibes!! You go catch that egg girl!
We were both crying on the phone because we've both been thru it ourselves and know how painful it is. Girls, pls say a prayer that this little bubba makes it. :frown:
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