I'm feeling a lot more relaxed about it all today. I'm sorry for having to subject you all to my little brain explosions when everything gets too much for me. Often I use writing here as a substitute for a journal just to get things out of my head.

Right now I'm just sleepy... two more school days to go... I'm also hot, tired and slightly grumpy with DH for not closing up the house and keeping it cooler, but I'm slowly getting that out of my system.

I guess the important thing I got out of my little ramble is that I know there are a lot of questions I need to ask of my doctors. I'm also contemplating getting myself a consultation with Gavin Sacks who I have heard so much about in this area... It's a tricky situation as there's no way we can afford IVFA's fee structure, or be trekking into the city regularly for appointments so it would need to be a one-off, and I'm not sure that doctors really like doing that sort of thing...

BW