Excuse me while I have a vent/winge/cry I need to know I am not the only one!

I have had the worst month ever including 5 of my 7 horses getting injured both my grandparents having seriouse heart attacks and my own personal TTC problems I have had enough I can barly hold it together most day after almost 3 years of TTC.

Pretty much everything bothers me from well meaning people who say "it is probably not ment to happen yet" to people who are TTC #2 as I dont even have 1. And i work at a pub and can not say enough about the people who drink the afternoon away while there children are unsupervised in the play room!to the point where myself and other bar staff have bought dinner for these kids in lue of there parents doing it!

I have sometimg to look forward to next week being a week off work and seeing the FS for the first time ( yes I know bloody usless dr took forever then it took ages to get an appointment)

I just need to know that i am not the only one who is snarling at people!