Hi Lovelies,
I am okay. George was at a "stubborn birth" and didn't phone me until 5pm. By which time I had looked really closely and the yellow is a "clean" yellow and I can't see anything that makes it look like old blood... Believe me my powers of analysing what comes out of my fanny are impressive!!! George said he believes it is just a variation of normal and that estrogen often yellows things up and that he really didn't think it was worth making the 40 minute trip to see him. He reminded me that yellow doesn't equal blood. He said he was happy to wait back for me if I needed but he really thought it was okay. He said that usually if it is anything sinister it reddens up pretty quickly. I know he is right but it really threw me as until then it had been white. Bloody hell I am a mess!!!

Today is Frank and I know I am gonna just bawl when I see him. I have hardly slept (checking knickers and hoping and praying) and I have myself in a state. I will have the 90 minute drive to the "big smoke" to calm and centre - I will be able to do that but as soon as I get into Franks rooms I know i will be like a caged animal. All of my positive thought seems to have taken a holiday!
I had a lovely dream last night that I was swimming with Finn in the ocean and there were beautiful fish and lovely white sand... I thought it was a good omen.

I won't get back until 5.30 or so tonight (apppointment is at 2pm) so I may not be able to post until tomorrow (I will do my best to post tonight but as the kids won't have seen me all day it may be difficult)

Michelle as you know what the figure does in a few days is what really counts not the initial baseline. I don't think that figure is really an issue - did you get the progesterone level done too? Sweetie I am thinking of you and praying for your little one and you. We will be fine all of us!

BFW, yay on your period - I began clomid on cd2 also...

Willow:

Chelle:

Hi to everyone else...
I have to go, I have a big day and I am looking forward to it being over...
Again, please know just how very much I appreciate your kindness and support. There is so much LOVE in here it's beautiful!