Willow,

There's nothing I can say to make you feel better about things just now. Take care of yourself and do what you need to do... I can completely understand the feeling of needing to take a break - I have done that in the past and it did help in a lot of ways. I also know all too well the feeling that life keeps kicking you when you are down. I honestly believe that as everything cleared for us and we finally got good news, that the time will also come for you.

I'm nearly crying for you now... Know that I'm thinking of you and praying for you, and I'll be here to support you no matter what you decide.

BW