Thanks for that BW!

I had a bit of an emotional breakdown last night about everything! I think you can only be positive and block things out for so long and then it hits you! I think its partly had to do with the fact that AF arrived and well, its the last one before my app to start IVF, and you kind of get a little hopeful. And its also partly to the fact that im really SCARED! I dont know how my husbands low sperm morph is going to affect our chances at IVF/ICSI?

Do you guys often wonder- how many times will I need to do this? When is it going to be all over and I can be normal again? I know I do, and I think about it a lot lately!

I get really annoyed at my DH because he just doesn't want to educate himself on what his prob is. I do sooooo much research for him, and yes he reads it but you need to fight it don't you? He has resigned himself into thinking- "well this is what Ive got, and I cant change it"- And this really ticks me off!!!

Anyway I just needed to let all that out! As Im feeling pretty miserable today!
xx Kim