Hi Kim.b

Where are you in Sydney? My FS is fanstastic, he's in St Leonards. If that's handy I'll give you his details.

I completely understand your 'breakdown'. I have one every month when AF arrives. It's horrible. This is our last month before starting on IUI so I'll be devestated I'm sure.

Yes I wonder when it's all going to be over. I wonder why I'm having to go through it in the first place! I wish that I was like those people who never know anything about infertility. They don't know how lucky they are. I'm sure once we're pg we'll be back to normal, or at least I hope so!!

How long have you been trying? My DH has become much more interested in what he can do to improve things as time has gone on. He's tired of waiting too, finally!! They can be difficult sometimes. And I think it's hard when it's their problem so to speak, there's times when I feel very much like it's all his fault, which is unfair but sometimes I can't help it.

Let it out - it's better out than in!! But then keep your chin up, try not to feel too miserable. Try not to think about what you don't have, but think about what you can do NOW to make it happen. ie, exercise, eat well etc. and feel good in that you're working towards your goal, that you're doing everything you can to make it happen!

You will get your dream of being pg!!!