so sorry that this cycle did not work for you. I hope that the different protocol is what is needed to get you your BFP! Dont confuse a loss of confidence for the grief and stress of the IVF journey - you are clearly listening to your body and know what you want to do - and how to get there.

Just reading your original post, you said that your ana came back as 'speckled'. From my limited understanding, this does not mean that you have tested either positive or negative as you can have low levels of ana and still be considered negative. Speckled just referes to the patterns that the ANA make when looked at in the lab (there are a couple of differnt patterns). You really need to know the titer count to know if the test is positive or not - maybe just check with your Dr what the level was to make sure that it is not overlooked.

Good luck for May
FG