Hi Bella55,

I read your post and can totally agree with your thoughts and feelings. I went off the pill May '06 and did not get AF for over a year the last couple of months I have started to get AF again, but only through the help of Clomid, which I did not ovulate on. I have had most of the tests and all have come back normal. I see an accupunturist and he thinks I have been ovulating and I am very healthy. This is such a frustrating road to be on as all I see around me is pregnant bellies and get angry that it is not me. I went to FS today and I am scheduled in to have a laparoscopy next week, I feel very scared, but I know it needs to be done to remove a disgusting looking cyst that likes to hang around. After this, who knows....maybe IUI or IVF.
Take care on this journey and know that you are not alone