I know Im just sad all the time I hate feeling this way but I dont know how to feel any other way anymore I just hate this whole busiiness. Why is it so easy for others yet I can even have a glimmer of hope? Its not even exciting anymore thinking I might get pregnant I actually dread the week leading up to it because I know itll end in tears... Thanks for your support I really dont have anyone who understands how I feel DH tries but he is upset too but rarely talks about it. If I didnt discover this website I would feel very alone.