Don't want to go back

[tiggy]

Thanks girls for your kind words and support. It means alot

I'll only be going back part time but those days after night duty will be sleepless. Dave and I will be like ships in the night. I'll get home and he will leave for work. So no sleep for this little black duck. To top that off, he won't get home until about 9:30 - 10pm at night so I will have to do all the dinner duty, bath, settle babies, kids etc, which particularly sucks when you haven't had much sleep. I kind of liked having Dave home at the end of the day.

So far we have worked out that I will start back on nights on a trial basis for a month. If it is going ok then I'll keep my position (and work on improving my skills). If not, i'll quit and go casual. It will mean no more birthing suite for me because casual midwives are rarely allowed into the birth units but I guess that will be ok for now.
Otherwise I might just leave and do a bridging course when Ivy and Noah are at school. We'll see. Nevertheless, only three weeks to go and I'll be there. *SIGH*