I was exactly the same as you. I went back to work fulltime and Luke went into long daycare. I lasted about 6 months and then cut back to working 3 days a week which was MUCH better. I used to cry all the time at the thought of leaving him. I was that bad that i wouldn't even drop him at daycare. DH had to do that otherwise I would be a mess for the rest of the day. It is so hard. I have a friend who has gone back to full time work and loves it. It just depends on the person.

I have no real solution - sorry. I just tried to be as organised as possible so as soon as I got home from work I could spend some time with Luke.