Don't feel bad Sunshine that is how I felt the first time round. The walls started caving in, I craved adult interaction and figured my boy needed a mother that was able cope - enjoy spending time with him rather hating being stuck at home. Your mental health is very important and if going back restores it then your girls will be even better off.

I am enjoying it this time, but don't know if that is because we are moving house soon and there is so much to keep me occupied with packing etc and organising. Only time will tell. I have also kept DS1 in Ch/C 2 days a week so that I can have the one on one time with DS2 and also get some of the packing done. Not sure if you already do this. I also feel DS1 would be lost without his time.

Huge hugs and yes if you know your going back I would call an dlet them know you are planning to come back, but waiting on ch/c to confirm the days.

Take care

Hansie x