I always thought I would want to go back after about 6 months. And now that Olivia is 7 months I don't know what I want!

I am doing a fair amount of work from home, which is good $$ but I resent the fact that I need to work "after hours" when normally I would "clock off" at 5pm. And I have made a pact with myself not to work whilst Olivia is awake. This means I work in my DH/BB/Ebay time, usually after dinner.

I keep getting nice offers of p/t contract work, but I can't bear the thought of putting Olivia into care yet. Also, if I do decide to take on a job, I fear I will miss her too much. But I also miss working outside in the big bad world.

So, I am a very confused bunny over this!