I've tested my bsl's a few times since giving birth and all have been fine. I've made sure I tested after eating something really junky too. Surely thats a good sign. Plus the midwives tested me in hossy for a few days and none were over. I still can't help but worry. Good luck for when you have your GTT. we both get a good result.
Most women I know who have had it haven't had an issue with it once baby is born. Although with my Mum (who was 38 when she had my brother) it went away for a while and then came back as genuine diabetes within the year. But she had several other risk factors going against her too. I'm sure you will be fine.
I had insulin controlled GD and it went away after the birth. Don't stress too much about it, it is uncommon for it to remain after the birth unless you had undiagnosed Type 2 diabetes before the pregnancy. If you were diet controlled I think the risk is even less than for those that are on insulin.
I was insulin GD last pregnancy and tested fine after the birth. Insulin again this time and hoping for the same result. You have an increased risk of developing Type 2 diabetes in the next 5-15 years but a healthy (low GI) diet and exercise as well as keeping your weight within a sensible range will help prevent this from occurring. Doesn't mean you can't splurge occasionally though Enjoy your Christmas!!
You know my story and yes the GD did go away and I think I was in the same boat as you, petrified of having the test again... It was a huge weight off my mind knowing it was gone as it was constantly plaguing my thoughts..
Go and get your referral, your GP can give you one and get it over and done with so you can relax.
As Artichem said, most people who still have it after birth, were undiagnosed prior to getting pregnant. I had the benefit of my GP having checked my BSL during my preconception blood work and it was normal then. I also did some random BSL's both in hospital as requested and afterwards after ice-cream and some other stuff and again normal range.
Good luck and sure you'll be just fine.
P.S. Found out yesterday that my cousin had GD with her 1st baby but didn't get it with the 2nd!!!! Made me feel better about potentially having a 2nd BB and trying my damn hardest to keep the GD at bay!!! It is the biggest thing turning me off potentially having another baby..
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