Belfie - I hope you're doing better now and no need to be sorry about venting. We're all here for you. Vent away, chicka.
Sorry to hear about your Aunt.

Becci - Wow. Testing between contractions. Way to go! Good thinking about insulin being meds for the bubba. That's an awesome way to think of it.

Pachamama - Whoa. You make big bubbas. I hope this time around you don't have such a big baby. Not long to go before you can have some sweets. YAY!

As for me.
I haven't really tested my BSLs that often, and I know I should just so I know where they're at.. I just couldn't be bothered? I dunno.
I did so well with my BSLs during the pregnancy, I couldn't help myself but have some of those not-so-good foods now.
I'm not sure if I still have it or not. Only time will tell, but I feel like I had the will power and strength to be so good with my BSLs for my baby, that now he's out I just couldn't be bothered to do it for myself. I know that's bad, but that's where I'm at.
Hopefully I'll get over it and start thinking better about myself. I'll get there I'm sure.

<3
xx