Ah mate I wish I could give you a big hug cause I know exactly how you feel. **** Im 22 weeks and I still dont 'feel' pregnant. People look at me like im weird when I say it but Im finding it harder to 'bond' already this time round. Maybe its because we have tried so hard to have our 'special' babies and thought we'd never have more again. My gf who had her tubes reversed said the same thing.