Hey Bel so excited for you. Its ok to be scared god only knows i was shighting myself to.
The fear of not being in control and not being awake to know what was going on. Sure i had had c-sections before but i was awake and felt in full control even tho I wasnt hehe. My T/R was done via key hole not sure how yours will be done. I went in at 7am in the morning and was home by 5pm that afternoon. The surgery took an hour 15minutes from memory and it all went well. I was in and out of sleep for a couple of hours then they sent me home. I felt every bump on the drive home i was ready to knock D/F out and was pretty bloated for afew days. The pain was definatly there and was uncumfy but it was ok cause it was for a good cause. The pain was nothing like my c-section so that was a plus. Good luck and hope it all goes well. Keep intouch