Hi Everyone,
Hope your all having a good weekend.
For me, I'm not too sure what is going on inside me today.
I'm on the last day of my AF today, thank god cause I really suffer with pain from it. And, I was really happy to see it arrive as I hadn't had 1 for a few months. I took it as a good sign that I am still ovulating, just what I need otherwise they won't even try to do the op.
But today, I feel a little lost, and having some doubts.
DH and I are having the reversal done at the royal women's hospital in melbourne. We've got for our first appointment next month and have been told that the waiting list to have it done through the public system at NO COST is about a year.
Before today we were happy to wait as that time will give us the time we need to work out finances for when i fall pregnant and stop working to have bubs.
Today I have been questioning whether I am crazy going through all of this now, when we have just bought a house. I have my dream job and earn fairly good money, I already have 3 wonderful boys and 2 step kids as well, and I am currently 33. So by the time I at least have the op and start the process I will be at least or very close to 35. Am I crazy??? Or should I just put this down to hormones and me worrying too much???
HELP!!