Hi All....well today has officially been classed as the worst day of my life. I went to my appointment, to be given a big fat NO. The dr said that they stopped making new appointments for the TR 6mths ago. I have waited all this time to be seen, and to travel a long way to be in office for a total of 5 mins. The dr was very rude, and basically said to me that in order for me to have the TR done publically, either my husband had to be killed and i had to have a new husband or one of my children. I was absolutely floored with that one. He then proceded to tell me that if i wanted this bad enough, and in his opinion i shouldn't have any more children because i didn't need anymore children, i should then go private. I walked out of his practically in tears, and went straight to my husband and 2 girls. I have never had my heart so torn apart by anyone until today. I don't know where to go now. I guess we are now having to look at going private, goodness knows how much that will cost me. I am however determined to find a way of having another baby, and if it means we have to go private, then i guess it will mean that we can try sooner. Time for me to go and have another cry. Cheers kiya