Kristy honey, I am so sorry. Please dont give up hope...you never know they might have been unblocked by the test.
Dont go anywere, we're all here for you. I bloody bawling my eyes out too now. Do the Feng Sui thingo (is that right???) put 9 grains of rice at your bedroom door and hang a baby item in the center of the right hand wall facing from the door. Please please try it. Dont tell hubby..just do it...anyone else have any baby making potions???? F'curry we have to do something!!!!!!