ok, so basically i have had to deal with strange things in my life, along lines of being able to kinder *see* things and *know* things...we all know what i am talking about
ANYWAY, i spent alot of years lately trying to block it out. it all got too much and i decided enough was enough...that was until about a month ago and i thought stuff it, it's part of me...
WELL, the coolest thing was that on Friday night i was sitting down to dinner and and like a wave i got the message that "julia" was going to come this weekend. and i saw my friend (who is 36 weeks pg) come with this message. i decided to call my friend and see how she was on saturday morning (her DP was away interstate) and i also dropped around to see her (i didnt tell her my 'thing'). then on sunday, the day of her baby shower that i had been organising, i get a phone call from her that her waters had broken!! so exciting! she was a bit nervous as her DP had to come back from his trip and it was a tad early for bubs....
BUT and this is the cool part, the baby was born today and her name is....Julia!!!! that is so cool! i had no idea that they were calling her that!!! well you know what i mean!
it was just so weird in that i haven't "used" this part of me in so long and to have it come through so strongly like that really took me out. that said i have been very tired ever since and not sure if it is related ITMS.
i wish i were more 'expert' at it and could give people insights etc...unfortunately (and this is why i stopped in the first place) i am a bit too 'untrained' and i cannot filter and so i get too much info with no rhyme or reason and it comes without warning or trying ITMS.
CBG: but seriously if i did see something for you babe, you'd be the first to know
wow Cassius that's amazing! Maybe the more you pay attention to it the easier it will continue to come to you so you can filter it more easily. Such an amazing gift to have.
I can understand why you wouldn't want to get all this info and have nothing to do with it, could probably be quite overwhelming... well done on going with it though and checking up on your friend!
My friend has a similar gift Cassius, and she too has spent lots of her life trying to block it out. She's trying to accept it now but not let it overwhelm her IYKWIM. It's a tricky thing to manage, but good on you for embracing it, it's an important part of who you are.
Congratulations to your friend and welcome to little Julia!
I am sure there are people who could help you learn more about the gift you have and how to filter what comes through. You should embrace it, it is a part of who you are and from my own experience, having someone to go to or to pass on a message can bring so much comfort.
If anything ever sneaks in for me - be sure to let me know
Sista why am I not surprised??! Makes me wanna jump on a plane straightaway so I can teach you what you need to know to preserve your energy and stay "clear" enough to make sense of it all.
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a cool weekend!
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