Yesterday I asked the universe for something, something I have been wanting and waiting for, for a long time.

It seems like as soon as I asked I got some pretty bad bloody news from XDH. I also got bad news when I thought about asking the same thing a few months ago.

Do you think that means something or is it just a coincidence? Does the universe hate me? Should I just keep my mouth shut and not expect anything? I'm a nice person, I don't hurt people, I try to be kind to the world, recycle etc - why would the universe hate me??? I can't think why I would have bad karma coming my way