peanutter - wow, what a detailed response! I love it! I have read an re-read your post a gazillion times!
A few of your points have made me really think hard about the meanings behind aspects of my dream. A lot of your suggestions have resonated with me, too. I think I just feel like P is far more emotionally invested in this relationship than I am, and therefore will be more hurt, making me feel a bit guilty and to blame for being less 'caring' .
Ah well, I'll keep plodding along and let it run it's course I think...
Thanks so much again!


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