i too think he still is with us.

I used to be having reocurring dreams, just like you about the one which got away.

I didn't let it go and kept googling his name, finally had seen a mutual friend (whom i hadn't seen for years) and asked if she knew anything about him and told me that he was married and had a good job etc..

i haven't seen him in my dreams since!

Keep searching for him, he may need your help!!

GL