I'm not scared of it Kaz. It doesn't feel like anything. It is not bad though ITMS.

Tinks- it could be him. I just wish I knew who (if anybody) it is. I still see him in my dreams. I'm hoping it's him. I'm ironing ATM and the downlight above me flickered off and then back on again. Dh saw it too. I'm really hoping it's him as then, I'd know it's a good thing. I still miss him terribly. In Turkey, where he was taken to be buried, the graveyard people have taken photos of all gravesites for those who cannot go and pray. I felt a need to look at it and pray the other day. I was just staring and draydreaming, remembering of our childhood memories.

Maz or anyone... Can you please sense if it is him. I NEED to know.