Thank Netix. I don't why but I have been thinking of him a lot lately. And the weird thing is I only sesnse being watched when I am alone. I don't think he is threatened or doesn't like my dh, but he prefers to make his presence known to me when I'm alone. It was amazing before with
the light. It wasn't a flicker really, the light turned off for a few secs and then back on again. Dh and I looked at one another, he knew exactly what I was thinking about and looked at me as if he was saying "nope, don't even say what you going to say". Dh isn't threatened by A, but just doesn't like the fact that he may be here with me/us. I need A's support, I need dh's support too. I know they are both watching out for me. I will thank A for being here for me, like I always did when I felt his presence last year. Thanks Netix.

What does manifest mean? Do I want him to come? Is it like me calling him to come?