Yeah I agree with Mini Max... before I was pregnant there was a lot of things I "thought" I had dealt with but obviously just had just pushed it to the back of my mind ya know Then when I had her all these things I went through in my childhood just came rushing back and it was extremely confronting. I am sure most, if not all mothers will have had the same experience. Maybe it's something to deal with now for you, so you can enjoy your new baby without stressing about things kwim