Snuggly, Chepe, MiniM, Tanya, Sirenz, HBean and Tegam - thank you for your support and hugs - means a lot to me atm.

Oh Milly, that's tough I hope you can rest up and get your strength and courage back - it is tiring, physically and mentally, especially having to 're-group' after each blow with no space in between. It's like being dumped in the sea and having all your breath knocked out of you with no time to get it back before the next one hits. Big hugs to you and thank you for your offers of support xx

...don't know what to do about the work thing. I think I need some time off to think about what next. Hopefully something good will come up soon.

My worst fear about TTC again is that we won't even get a BFP - felt like such a miracle after nearly nine years to get the one we got that I wonder if I'm asking too much to hope for that again... One step at a time I guess.

I'm seeing the GP at the Women's Health Centre tomorrow so that couldn't be better timing really as I feel like I've hit rock bottom again.

Thanks again everyone - have a lovely weekend.

Alice xx