Tanya, I am in mixed emotions of the results... as you will likely be also - on one hand it is great to hear that there were no chromosomal defects in your dear boy - but on the other hand I know that not really having a 'reason' will leave you to question what you did (as you said in your post).

Please do not turn yourself inside out - I am sure you did nothing wrong! But Banjo made you investigate your feeling of not being able to carry boys and hopefully these results have you one step closer to meeting your forever baby boy.

Loads and loads of hugs for you and your family

tk
xox