Hey Divvy,

Big *hugs* to you. I am very sorry to hear about the loss of your baby and can totally understand what a difficult day it must be for you today.

I have had 2 m/c, one at 16wks last year, and another at 10.5wks in May this year (am now nearly 11wks pg again). I haven't reached the EDD for the 2nd m/c yet (that's in December), but I can vividly remember how difficult the EDD was for the 1st m/c. It was all I could think about in the days leading up to it, and on the day itself all of those feelings of anger, sadness, grief etc just came rushing back.

I have found that I still feel intensely sad about both of the babies we lost and sometimes I just miss them so much. But, for me, over time it has become easier to deal with that pain, and whilst it's always there it's not as raw as it was in the weeks following the m/c.

I hope you have managed to take some time out today. I found it helpful to do something in memory of my little angel. My DH and I went down to the beach and I just spent some time thinking about the precious time I got to spend with the baby and saying goodbye again.

You will defintely find lots of support from everyone here on BB. Take care.

Angel.