I miscarried our twins on 5th May and it was very important for me to have something for them. I searched the shops for a locket and wanted to have it engraved with the date and "B1 & B2" which is what we dubbed them after finding out about them. After a bit of a search I found a double compartment locket. It has two sides to it, the front can open up and the back can too and when the whole thing is opened there are two flat panels on the inside. Well on the front I had engraved "B1 & B2", the back is the date we lost them and on the inside panels I have an inscription that reads " Our two beautiful little angels", and each side of the locket has a butterfly charm in it, to symbolise the twins. The butterflies are because when I was in the ward after the d&c, I kept seeing two butterflies flying together in the trees just outside my window and it made me think of my twins. Whenever I think of them, I touch the locket and give it a rub, and it makes me feel better. I love that I found a special double locket for the twins as it was very important to me to have something that symbolised two angel babies. I also have kept my pregnancy tests, blood test sheet, referral for scans, just anything that involved the pregnancy. They were due on the 25th November and I want to organise a butterfly releasing ceremony for the day. So that's how I am moving forward. But it is hard everyday.