I woke up to bleeding and cramping........

I havent told Adam.
Its old blood, but it was with my last two babies because they had already passed.

So I am ignoring it.

I flatly refuse to go back to the hossy, again, for them to say "Sorry", again.

I will wait and see.

I am praying its just one of those things, and it could very well be the second sac that didnt develope properly.

But for now, I dont wanna know. I WILL NOT KNOW, now, today.

I just cant.

We havent told a single person IRF, not even my bestie.

So for now its just me. And I will decide if/when I need to tell Adam, or go to hossy.
They cant do anything for me, and I REALLY dont wanna be there.

So my day will go on, I will be panty-checking every 2 minutes, and praying. Lots.

But I had to tell someone........