Don't know whats going on...or not

[CruisingTurkey]

Hi Girls

Its very nice of you to check up on me :-))

Well its only one more sleep til I know for sure.

I went to the supermarket and bought myself some pizza and a very chocolatey dessert for my dinner.

The little things help, eh.

I still have this annoying tiny little bit of hope pestering me, but other than that, just want it all sorted out one way or the other so we can get on with things. I hate limbo land.

Talk to you soon

CT

[Footsteps]

im hoping you get some answers hun. im so sorry your facing this. jacint, think of you always huni xxx

[Mumma T]

keeping my for you CT that it all turns out positive

[MamaPan]

hoping it allk turns out well. and that you enjoyed your pizza and choc!

[CruisingTurkey]

Hey girls

what a day. Went for the final scan and no heartbeat. I saw my lodger on the screen but definitely no heartbeat.

Had the D & C about 2 1/2 hours later. They dont muck around here, thats for sure. I was freaking out as my partner was at work and no way he could make it back. I asked the nurse to double check with the doctor that he was 100% sure there was no heartbeat. She was lovely and did speak to him again for me. He said 100% not viable. He was pretty much 100% at the last scan but wanted to leave it a bit longer just in case. I feel much better for asking twice though.

In and out in 30 mins and at home on the couch 45 mins after that. Its like it never happened (or should I wait til the painkillers wear off before I make that comment ??)

Just wanted to thank you all for caring. I was just telling a friend of mine how you guys saved me from losing my mind during all this. YOu really are wonderful people.

I have my fingers firmly crossed for better outcomes in the future.

CT

[Diamond Girl]

CT - I'm so sorry for your loss. Im glad you got another opinion before going through with the D&C.

Many hugs to you at this difficult time.

[mrscricket]