I still feel very shocked actually. I think I'm surprised at the depth of it really. I trying hard not to push feelings away, I did that when my best friend died a few years ago and that does NOT work.!

Had D&C on Thurs (i think). Wasn't as business like as I thought. The staff were very caring and didn't gloss over why I was there, gave me all the info I needed in a matter-of-fact yet compassionate way.
They gave me a lovely certificate in memory and the teenyweeniest little hat and booties you have ever seen. So I cried my a** off.