To all of those wonderful women who have supported me from my BFP with Eggbert right through to helping me say Goodbye...

At 12.30 today my new obs - a wonderful woman phoned to tell me "you grew and birthed a baby girl". What a beautiful way to tell me. She also told me that Eggbert was chromosomally normal and "this is NOT an age or chromosome based problem".

I am crying new tears for Eggbert now because I know she was a she... Another little daughter that I didn't get to hold...

I now have 2 angel daughters and an angel son... And two other little ones that we will never know the sex of...

Sometimes it's so hard to believe that this has happened and that I didn't get to meet her, hold her and cuddle her... She has helped me find answers though. Answers that I hope will help us have another healthy baby sometimetime soon.

Thankyou all for your friendship and support.