Thankyou all for your kind words. All of you are such gorgeous women - we are all fortunate to have each other to share part of ourselves with.

It does help in one way to know that Eggy was "chromosomally intact" however it is so frustrating not to have a NAME for this thing that has done this.
I just keep thinking this time next year I will hold a baby in my arms - I have to look to the future while always holding these Goodbye babies in my heart...