I won't write too much at this stage, as I have so much work to catch up on!!! But I have lost the baby I wanted more than anything else in my life! Dh, has been so very kind, DD is confused & upset as I am.
Had a Xmas party y'day & everyone was "Congratulating us!!!!" I was a blubbering mess & 2 cousins have recently had babies & 3 cousins wives are heavily preg!
I just have massive breasts for no reason now!
I just want time to hurry up, so we can try again...
I have an U/S on Jan 4th (earliest we can get in!) to see how all is going... As on monday lunch time, I started bleeding heavily, went to hospital & spent the rest of the day there, hubby & Mum collected me that night, Maddy wanted to know where the baby was, we had to twell her it was not born, at that stage I was still preg, but had bad bleeding, was told to go home & bed rest, Tuesday I slept all day & Wed I saw my OB, he said all was Ok, but I needed to rest, that afternoon, I passed a lump, which I wook back to him on Thursday morning.... He is unsure, but no more sore Boobs, or ill feelings!!! I have had no pain, but bleeding stopped after passing the lump... He said I should have an U/S to confirm loss, but in 10+ days as I was so early preg... But can't get in until Jan 4th, so I guess I will know for certain then, but I just know!!!!!

I will be around again, but just feel lost & unsure which site to visit!!!
I will be around though!!!!

I will change my sig too!!!!! Soon!????