I said i would let you know the outcome once i hit perth but i decided to fly straight to melb to be with family, i am definately not pregnant anymore n my doctor believes that judging by the size of the clot that i lost that there is a big chance that i was carrying twins but we'll never really know, by the time i hit perth my bleeding stopped and everything returned to normal. I chose not to have a scan, i know it seems silly but i knew my body has done naturally what it needed to, i just wanted it over with, i had my bloods and they showed my HCG levels dropping dramatically. That was all i needed to know, and just to be sure i took 3 tests as well which were all negative.
My partner and i are doing well, but i think that comes from distance as he is still home. But i do believe we'll get there in the end. I also started my first period yesterday which is not pleasant and a reminder of what i couldnt have all over. But again.... we'll get there in the end.
Thankyou all for your kind words and support. Being able to spill and vent to people who understand has probably helped me the most during this whole situation. Also being able to try and ensure this doesnt happen to anyone else, know your rights and demand yours and your childs possible safety. I certainly have learnt from this experience and hope that nobody ever has to feel as abandonded as we did.
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