it was yet to be confirmed but i was around 7-8 week pregnant when everything went a way i never expected to happen to me. I already am blessed with 1 beautiful child, but its because of this i think that it never occurred to me that i might m/c. naive of me really. I feel shattered at the loss and the way under which the issue is being dealt with medically. i dnt really have anyone to talk to so i thought something like this may be a good way to grieve and come to realise i am not alone at all. your stories are all inspiring, heart wrenching but inspiring.

not knowing fully what i can write without over stepping my boundaries and possibly hurting someone makes this hard. iv never been on a site like this before. my 'story' is something i would like to get out in hopes that someone reading it may figure out they are not alone but should not be treated in the manner under which i have, to not allow it.
its a long one thats for sure.

i believe i 'passed' my baby today, my heart and stomach is telling me im right. i call tell my little angel is gone, is it wrong of me to not want to just throw him/her away?
everything seems to just have stopped for me, i feel vague really. thats the best way to describe it i think.