Im sorry about what happened. no one should ever have to go through it... i hope you can heal...

I dont think people truely understand unless its happened to them...and some people just cant find the words to talk about it.

I had a missed mc..i lost the baby at 6 weeks and found out at 9 weeks....i went for my scan and he told me to empty my bladder and my heart sank...i had lost my ms and my belly..but i didnt think too much about it..one night i got really bad cramps but thought i was alright.....we had to wait to have a proper scan done and i just sat there..i didnt talk to my husband...i didnt look at the screen after that..and i couldnt wait in the obs rooms....i was devistated...i had to wait quiet a few days for the d&C but in the following days i started to bleed so he did it straight away........I grieved really badly..i was quiet, sad, withdrawn, isolated....felt noone understood.....i was so sad and so obsessed with falling pregnant again....i was a nartzie and become complete obsessed about falling pregnant..the two week wait..the o...i had test sticks....pregnancy sticks.........we tried straight away and month after month i was dissapointed and still grieving..i started accupunture and i think after 5 months i fell pregnant again...the pregnancy started with bleeding etc..but my nerves were a complete mess throughout all the scans and appointments and the entire pregnancy and are still even there with this pregnancy after a healthy child............im not sure what time would have done but in ways im glad i had my DD because i think i started to heal a little bit

Good luck with you're journey

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