I don't think any of us realise how large the 'club' is until we get there. Take all the time you need chick. No matter how early, a mama has a lifetime of hopes and dreams for that little being.
I'm so sorry.
There's no right or wrong way to grieve over your loss, and there's no right or wrong time to start trying to conceive again. When I lost my first angel I was absolutely devastated, but it didn't reduce my intense desire to be pregnant so, like you, I also wanted to start trying again as soon as we could.
Thanks for all of the kind words and support. I have stopped bleeding, the ultrasound is clear and HCG levels are zero. I am going to try again immediately. I know I should probably wait a month, but I have heard that you can be really fertile right after a MC... I hope it doesn't take ages to fall pg again, I worry about how it will affect me.
Ok, so I have been obsessing this month, determined to get pregnant again. Have been check cm daily. I thought I must have ovulated several days ago - had ewcm and bd a few times that week. I have been crampy the last few days, but I am probably imagining things. cm was dryish (lotiony) for a few days, but today it's really abundant, whitish and stretchy like ewcm. Is this an early pregnancy sign, a before af sign or a sign that NOW I am ovulating and not last week like I thought? I am driving myself mad. I am probably only about 4-5 DPO, so tests so far have been BFN of course. Have had the occasional sharp twinge in one boob - have feel nauseated as well, but again, I think I could be making myself feel symptoms because I want to be pregnant so badly.
The cm is my biggest curiosity at the moment... I really hope this is it. I hate the 2ww
I don't think any of us realise how large the 'club' is until we get there. Take all the time you need chick. No matter how early, a mama has a lifetime of hopes and dreams for that little being.
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