First Loss

[Diamond Girl]

Im so sorry for your loss. My first loss was at 5 weeks too and it surprised me how sad I was.

Take all the time you need to grieve your little one.

[chody47]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I too was amazed how many people have to go through this when I had my miscarriage last year. Take all the time you need.

[~ Mylitta ~]

There's no right or wrong way to grieve over your loss, and there's no right or wrong time to start trying to conceive again. When I lost my first angel I was absolutely devastated, but it didn't reduce my intense desire to be pregnant so, like you, I also wanted to start trying again as soon as we could.

[nlegrady]

Thanks for all of the kind words and support. I have stopped bleeding, the ultrasound is clear and HCG levels are zero. I am going to try again immediately. I know I should probably wait a month, but I have heard that you can be really fertile right after a MC... I hope it doesn't take ages to fall pg again, I worry about how it will affect me.

[nlegrady]

Ok, so I have been obsessing this month, determined to get pregnant again. Have been check cm daily. I thought I must have ovulated several days ago - had ewcm and bd a few times that week. I have been crampy the last few days, but I am probably imagining things. cm was dryish (lotiony) for a few days, but today it's really abundant, whitish and stretchy like ewcm. Is this an early pregnancy sign, a before af sign or a sign that NOW I am ovulating and not last week like I thought? I am driving myself mad. I am probably only about 4-5 DPO, so tests so far have been BFN of course. Have had the occasional sharp twinge in one boob - have feel nauseated as well, but again, I think I could be making myself feel symptoms because I want to be pregnant so badly.

The cm is my biggest curiosity at the moment... I really hope this is it. I hate the 2ww