I feel sick to my stomach.

I feel like my heart is breaking. And I'm just so scared of what the next few days hold as my I officially "lose" my little angel.

I knew on Sunday (and even before) that I wasn't going to be having a little baby in December as we had hoped, then just now the bleeding has began

I'm so scared of what follows

I'd forgotten how much this hurts.

Goodbye my tiny angel.